Today is the 2nd day im at my aunt house. today my dad and i went to Muar town to spent time and find an entertainment in our vaca. well Muar town is really beautiful. we went to the extreme park where people hang out there and takes a fresh air of the sea. im really enjoyed the time that my dad and i spent together. besides that we ate at this restaurant that has a spice routes and herbs trees. we ate a delicious food and a very healthy drink. the environment in the restaurant really interesting and relaxing. i really enjoyed my time today. Although its really an enjoyable but today i had learned something from my dad and my aunt. they told me about an old man that doesn't has a dream of his life. he has spent all of his life just go around the village without doing nothing. this story makes me realize that is really important to spent with a good things and dreams in your life because you will feel fun and entertaining this life can be. i don't want to spent the rest of my life doing nothing. i want my dreams to come true. its really sad if you don't do anything and fill a dreams or good things in your life. it will make you nothing and you will not have an experience in your life.i don't want to be like that, i want to have an experience and make mistakes and learn from it. i want to feel that this life is God given and spent the rest of our life learn about what this life is about. from now on i will not waste my time doing nothing. i want to work hard to make my dreams and my parents happiness come true.

today is the 2nd day im on vacation with my dad. this vacation really an adventure to me. well its not like extreme adventure i means its like learning a new thing in your life. this vaca taught me a lot about this life that i never see before. it has taught me about how the experience and the failure that we been through its a new beginning of a success. although i already know that but, its like changing me to a new person and it has changed me to become me and not just a girl that only blame herself just because she made a mistake. i have seen so many mistakes that i have made it before but its not like im a useless person or a loser, its because im trying so hard to satisfy other people but not myself. i should have seen that i can do anything and brave enough to be who i wanted to be. something that just stop me from being that person is me, i was to scared of failing and what people would say about me. i think this vaca are gonna be my new experience in my life that i will never forget. =>

well, it's been so long i didn't update my blog..well my life begins in a college now..it's been so fun and so much experience that i learned..especially in friendship..my new friends there are great they all been so nice to me..although my life become more adventure as a teenager, but there still a darkness in me that i can't escape..

'This is the life'

you know the hardest thing you have to go through life is "failing". Honestly every time I want to achieve something like I said before it will end up with failing, disappointed,sad. once again I fail to get into university. I got an offer from a college, it's a great college but also cost a lot of money. But if you want to succeed you have to take a risk. even though I want to go to college but I still keep my dream inside my head and one day i will made it come true. I will not waste it until I try my best to get it.

'Confused'

Ok honestly I'm kinda a person that confused of some decision that I have to make. It's easy though but I'm kinda a person that don't want to make a mistakes.
My aunt, she's a lecturer of university that I applied to. She told me that the cost that I applied it's kinda useless. I don't know how to explain but I know the reason that she told me it's good. So she suggested to me that I have to take a pre-diploma if I want to take a different cost. I think it's a good idea but only I will continue diploma a little late. But if I take diploma I'm afraid that I will not fit in. I'm still thinking about it. It just that I hope I make the right choice.

'Release Tension'

My cousin Nana back from her studies now she's practical at high school. Anyway we really close together we spent time together went to the movies and shopping. Yesterday we went to a restaurant named Seoul Garden. OMG the most worthily spending money time ever. It' s served a Korean food there. Nana and I are really crazy about Korea so we really want to go to the Seoul Garden. It only cost RM30 for a person and you can eat anything you want and you can top up many time drinks,food, and deserts. We both really eat a lot and we really enjoy our time. It served a buffet and you have to cook for yourself. You can boiled or grilled. We ate a lot we can't barely move. It's really fun spending time like that it's really release my tension. Even though I have so many problems but at the time I really enjoy it. It makes me forgot everything for little while.

'Stress"

Arghhhh what to do I'm really stress out. I didn't get my college application the only chance me to get into college is I have to apply the 2ND application for those who didn't get in the 1st choice. I hope i get the 2ND one because if I don't get I have to wait for a year for another college. I don't want to waste my year. Ohh God please help me I hope i get into college. Please make it happen everything that i want to achieve.