i'm sick and tired of people controlling my life. they just tell me what to do and if i don't they just blaming me all the time. i'm tired of being nice to people they don't appreciate you. i'm kinda stress out with my life because no one ever understands me. i just hope that one day someone that can comfort me, make me happy, always there when i need him. i just hope that my life will be more adventure and less bitter things.

it has been really long i didn't update my blog. I'm to busy of my school work, chores, activities. a lot more. not only that there's some bitch who want to mess with me at the prefects meeting because she think that i hate her then i accused her that she's not do her work as a prefect. she like 16th and I'm 17th. i really don't care what is she gonna do to me all i thinks is bring it on bitch.

it's been a week i didn't update my blog cause I'm to busy with my school work. i have many activities that i have to attend to. I'm really tired and i don't have enough sleep. i have go to extra class because i have to focus in my big exam this year. well that just it

daily life

today my mom invited her in-law for lunch. my sister has to clean the house including me. i don't know what to do today I'm still confused about my cousin. yesterday Mr.perfect (my school friend) send a text message to mystery girl (my cousin). and then after he sends like 4,5 messages he stop sending. i don't know why but i think his phone out of money. but I'm still curious what i was doing right now is the right thing. i hope. i just want to make mystery girl and Mr.perfect become friends because they have something in common. I'm not sure mystery girl suit with Chinese boy (my brother's in-law brother). i have these heebiedabajeebies about Chinese boy. I'm not sure he will faithful to mystery girl. but he can be the dream boy and he also might be the poison.

daily life

it's already been a week i didn't update my blog. well nothing new at school it's still the same. but there's something that i really confused with. i wanna make my cousin with one of my two friends, one of them is my brother's in-law brother and another one is my school friend. both of them great and each of them have their own weaknesses. but I'm not sure they suitable with my cousin. it's really hard but I'm sure one day my cousin will make her mine.