daily as a girl

today is January 1st 2010. still same old me do nothing at home. since my sister married I'm all alone at home. I'm kinda miss her but i can't tell her that it's to embarrassing. my mom always work even in new year. she never spent time with me always work comes first. but she still mother of the year. i just hope that things could change i hope this new year i could change myself to be a better person and people could respect me more as myself and they can except me just who i am. and I'm hoping that all my dreams will come true this year and become a person that i wanna be.

my y life as a teenager

being a girl is not easy for me. and being a girl is not just about make-up, boys or dating. is more like satisfy people. sometimes you try so hard to satisfy or convince people that you can do anything that you want especially to your family. well, that's my life trying so hard to be the best daughter in my family. not just my family that keep my life harder but also my friends and people. they just keep insult me for not being perfect in this world. is not like i ask god to do this for me. but hey nobodies perfect. i just hope that this new year my life could change more and more. hope that people see me as myself not just someone else.