daily as a girl

today is January 1st 2010. still same old me do nothing at home. since my sister married I'm all alone at home. I'm kinda miss her but i can't tell her that it's to embarrassing. my mom always work even in new year. she never spent time with me always work comes first. but she still mother of the year. i just hope that things could change i hope this new year i could change myself to be a better person and people could respect me more as myself and they can except me just who i am. and I'm hoping that all my dreams will come true this year and become a person that i wanna be.